Friday, December 24, 2010

Buckcherry-Sorry Lyrics

Happy Christmas (War Is Over)

This song always makes me cry with Joy.

Johnny Cash - The Little Drummer Boy

My favorite Christmas Carol and done by the Man in Black..yay! :) Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. God Bless and Help Us all in the New Year to follow the path well, listen,and be still.

Love and Gravity

Ice Cube Greatest Hits - You Can Do It(Lyrics)

Don't stop get it get it.. You can do it put your back into it! :)

Boston "Don't Look Back" - Fan Video, with Lyrics

On that ROAD...! :) And yes, Boston, makes me want a new cd for christmas! :) Might have to get this for my trip!! :) :)

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Boston - More Than A Feeling Lyrics Album Version

Dreams by Yiruma

Verse One:
I always thought that things would never be beautiful
As I hoped they woud be, a simple fantasy
I always thought that there was no such thing as love
When one night I closed my eyes, and there you were beside me

All my life I have dreamed of nothing more than you
And I know, all I'll ever need is your love
When the morning comes and I wake up
Will I truly see you there?
Or will it all have just been imagined by my dreams?

Verse Two:
Even though we both know, we've got our whole lives to face
I can't help but hope that someday soon we'll meet again
Why can't I run anymore?
I need to get past that closed door
To see that old smile in your eyes, the one I knew before

Chorus 2:
When the world stops on turning, just for you and I
Oh, when will you finally realize?
All that I'd do just for you
All that I'd say, just to show you how I feel
To recieve all your love, but thats only in my dreams
Where you'll always be
Where you'll always mean something to me
For you'll always be my heart, forever just my innocent angel
I'll love you forever... you're the angel of my dreams

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Hain's Point

Hain’s Point

This story started a long time ago but ends with today’s times…I will start at the beginning….

Hain was a giant. He was a loner and very mean. He lived in an underground house on the edge of the Potomac river. He was an immortal! His ancestors came from another planet and a few were left behind in random places all over the world. Hain was one of those who chose to be left behind.

He was a tall lanky looking man giant. His face was harsh and he had a full beard, very gruffy looking but very thin. His eyebrows were overgrown and he kind of looked “trollish” in the face. He rarely smiled because he never had any reason to smile.

Hain did not like the people that were taking over this beautiful land that he owned. They were all so tiny and they dressed in funny clothes made of woven materials. He dressed in furs from animals that he found that had been killed. He was a vegetarian giant so he only ate nuts and berries and boy it took a LOT of nuts and berries to keep him full!! Maybe that was why he was so grumpy! He did have an occasional egg from his chickens that he kept around and also, he liked Turkey eggs too. Not many people liked them but he really did!

These little people over the years got to be more and more of a nuisance. One day Hain was eating his berries in his home and he hears a loud roar!!... It shook his table!! He was so angry, he was sure it was the little people again. Over the years their gadgets grew from horse carriages, to trains, to steam engines and now these annoying flying things, always buzzing over the water of the Potomac. They were SOoooo annoying to a loner giant who liked to live in his little hole!!!

After many years of this little buzzing this new loud roar really annoyed him, he realized that the little people had created large jets and they had several engines on them. He got up from his table and headed up out of his hole. As he got out he felt a buzz of wind along his neck as one of the planes nearly hit the top of his head. The little people could never see him…he lived here forever and they never even seen him, now they were driving him crazy with this new thing. So he decided he would take action!

He picked up a large rock and heaved it at the plane…it missed…. He figured he would wait and try again in a few hours when the next one came along. Every day he tried several times to hit these jets. The sad thing is Hain was not very well coordinated and he well, he was really clumsy. He walked with a little bit of a stagger and his hand eye coordination left much to be desired! Finally after a month of Sundays, he slung a huge boulder up into the air after one of those little bastards and it hit. Hain stood there at the water’s edge, dumbfounded, with a slight smile spreading quickly across his face! Then, all sorts of hell broke loose…the jet went down into the Potomac and the affect that Hain was going for soon turned into the complete opposite. All he wanted was a little peace and quiet. Now, there were boats, sirens, little people screaming everywhere. He hung his head and slunked back to his hole. He had to listen to this all night long!! Oh, well, at least the jet noise stopped. Not a single jet flew in or out of that annoying brightly lit area across the river for several days. Hain started to feel like all the stupid little people screaming was well worth it to have a few days of silence. He even got his pole and went fishing which he hadn’t done in some time since the jet noise gave him such a profound migraine.

He headed out to the side of the river and crouched low and stuck his huge pole into the water. He was sitting Indian style very comfortable..actually even on top of a few of the little people. They had no idea he was there and he was at peace. The sun was shining, it was a crisp morning with a little dew on the ground but the sun burning it off quickly like a pot of tea, the steam rising into the air as the lovely grass dried.

He laid back on his elbows as the pole dangled in the water. He watched the little people playing and for a few short minutes, he actually felt a little spring of almost liking the little buggers. One of them which was really little was playing with a dog..throwing a stick and the dog would go fetch it. Hain started to feeling a little like he wished they had dogs in the dimension that he lived. He would sure enjoy something fluffy like that wanted to play with him. He wondered what they felt like. He had been alone a long time. As this thought crossed his mind, there was a loud whirring noise and as it got closer the whir turned into the dreaded thunder of the jet of a plane. Naturally, hearing the noise he jumped to his feet.

“Oh my Gosh!” Hain thought, “Surely NOT!”…and sure enough, yes, it was…

A huge jet, EVEN BIGGER than the ones before whirred right into his head… two inches away as he ducked down quickly and cursed loudly. Again, the anger and resentment well upped and Hain looked around for another rock,,,,

In the meantime, in this world there are “little people” and there are the giants that are like Hain. Not many of the giants are left and they live alone in this world because they are immortal. The ones that are here were left a long time ago from another planet and there people never came back for them. Now there are some little people in this world that are aware of this knowledge.

The top brass of world leaders were called in to the white house. The FAA figured out through these certain people about the giant that lived on the edge of the Potomac. This was top secret information and only about 6 people in all of the United States were aware. One of the six was Mr. Cool. That was his code name, no one really knew his real name.
He had learned the information from a secret organization that keeps secrets like this so no one in the “regular” world would panic!

Mr. Cool had a plan. The giant on the edge of the Potomac could not be allowed to continue to throw rocks at planes. The “normal” people were told it was a sudden ice storm that brought down the plane. Thankfully, the plane that came down did come down in the winter but what if this nasty giant decided to do it in the summer. What could the people be told???

So, since Mr. Cool knew the secrets to getting rid of the large giants he got a super top secret plan together. He would dig a giant hole. He would tell the normal people that it was to fix some sewage issues under the ground…and he would bury the giant alive. You see, even though they are immortal and they never died…they would not thrive and would turn to stone if they could not have food and water.

Mr. Cool gathered a large group of workers and they started to dig overnight. They dug a huge hole and they covered it well with grass and sticks and made it look exactly like the edge of the land where Hain would always come out every morning to stretch and enjoy the mornings throwing rocks at the jets as they flew by.

This particular morning that they created the trap was a Sunday. It just so happens that on Sundays Hain slept in. So, he got up later and he walked outside and stepped to the place where they built the trap. As he fell he cried out and his arms flew up and his feet flew up. Trying to catch himself he turned backward and landed with a thud on the backside with head, hands and feet just above the ground level. Before he could get up thousands of little people were around him and they filled what they saw as a huge hole. They did not see the giant in the ground but Mr. Cool did. He stood in his director’s chair and he smiled knowingly as the little people just worked furiously to close the hole that their commander asked them to close in less than one hour this Sunday mid morning. The hot sun beared down on them but they worked furiously. You see, Mr. Cool promised each one a $1000 bonus to get the hole filled quickly. Not questioning or even caring why, the group were determined to do it because they all needed the money. They were military and didn’t make a lot. The $1000 was like a month’s PAY!

The reason they had to do it in an hour is because Mr. Cool knew that when the large giants fell they were disoriented severely for at least 45 minutes and when they finally got their bearings they could get up and Mr. Cool needed their to be a higher density of dirt on the giant than he weighed which was a considerable amount. But, with the thousands of workers they were able to accomplish the task.

After 45 minutes, Hain’s head started to clear as he realized he was in a large hole. He went to get up but felt a heavy pressure on his chest nothing like he’d ever felt before!
He realized that the little people had figured out the only way to stop him and a deep and unrealized fear overwhelmed him. For another hour he struggled and strained and realized that he would surely be stuck here and turned to stone. He thought of all of his relatives that he hadn’t thought of in years and thought of what it was like before he was all alone for the 1000’s of years that he had been all alone. He finally fell asleep, exhausted.

He slept for two years, as the process of turning to stone is like a hibernation. Hains was not in pain but slept like a baby for two years! When he woke up it was summertime. He woke up because he felt a funny sensation on his nose. He tried to remember where he was but more so he was trying to realize what this feeling was. You see, Hain, had not felt any touch for all the years he was alone, which was again, thousands of years! The feeling felt like the fuzzy warm of your favorite blanket and it made Hain smile in his head. There was a large fuzzy blond dog rubbing his face! And, the people and animals could SEE HIM! They came up to him! Some talked, some just hugged, some ran their soft hands along his arms or face, some SAT on him and some tickled his feet which would make him laugh and laugh and laugh. He felt such delirious happiness! It was bliss, pure delight…something he never knew. He bubbled over and was so excited. He could not move but he didn’t need to! There were children and fuzzy dogs and people all around him with blankets and laughing and playing. He felt so much a part of all this that he didn’t need to move and he was so happy. SO HAPPY!

If you go to Washington DC and you go to Hain’s Point, you can touch Hain. He won’t be able to smile at you or tell you anything but inside he wells up with love and happiness and is just so glad to be able to feel again and have people see him. You see, it is hard being a lonely giant and all the movement in the world means nothing if you are never touched or hugged or can feel anything with your heart. The point is Hain’s the moral is everyone’s!... Live with your heart and reach out!  We all need a hug and a touch it’s all about love!

So, when you go to Washington DC be sure to stop by and give Hain a hug. 

(NOTE: This is a story I used to tell my kids when we lived in Washington DC..There is really a Hain’s Point park..and there really is a giant in stone stuck in the ground his picture is below.)

Monday, November 29, 2010


You said to me once, "You're an attractive woman, I could date you."
Dates like numbers;
on a calendar;
You can't date me,
WE are Timeless.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

A Glimpse of a beautiful dream

I had the most beautiful dream last night but it was cut so short because a car alarm went off right in the midst of it.

I dreamed that I saw a girl who was from Beverly Hills, Tennessee and she was so beautiful and delicate. She didn't have much growing up but she was just a pleasure to see. I didn't talk to her, I just knew her story somehow. I wish I could remember more about this but she was in line at a buffet and getting food and that is all I remember.

After that, I was in a large open universe. It wasn't a room it was all the world and I was knealing alone in this vast expanse. God was in front of me and I had the most extraordinary feeling of reverence, humility and love. Then, the car alarm went off and I woke up! Oh..I wanted to stay there so much.

It was a nice dream..after many tears, sometimes I have the most comforting dreams. This year is so difficult for me. I am not the person I used to be and I know that I will never be that person again. I grieve for myself, for my mistakes, for the pain I am causing everyone. I just live with sorrow. I don't mind it, it reminds me that I am very small and very fragile.

I am not going to say I am hopeful for the future because I know I will be stronger and I know that my future is bright. I know that I will live with this sorrow for the rest of my life. I want to believe there will be joy in there too but sometimes I can't see it, or feel it..I just feel numbness or sadness.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Imogen Heap-Speeding Cars

Imogen Heap - Hide And Seek

Linkin Park - Numb

Linkin Park- In The End- Soothing, Relaxing Music

WE foible and fumble around because we don't realize what we are. Religions don't help either they just provide us a false sense of well being. If it doesn't come from the heart then it is just a part of the illusion.

Thursday, November 4, 2010


As I sit in the sun and feel the rays of the sun, I look at the fruit on my plate and see the peach glistens when the sun's rays shine on it. Do I glisten in the sun? Do rays spark off my being and soul and shine for those who see me? What can I become? Anyone can be a genius. Anyone can be complete in themself. I want be complete in myself.

I hold so tightly to my need to write that right now my hand cramps up as I strain to express all my feelings.

The way the small plant pushes through the sidewalk and creates an area for itself. Everyone needs to create their space for themself!

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Political Mess

Yes, what a mess
Eenie, Meenie, Minie, MO
Pick one, or pick four
Who Cares? Who researches
Which one will win in the lies?
What lies behind it all?
Eenie, Meenie, Minie, MO
Go Vote Bro.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

...and she's oh so forgiving, light and cool as air...
Mother Nature

I have grown Roots
The top of the flower is love
The bottom are the roots which is growth
My stem is grows taller with my soul being filled.
As the roots grow longer and go deeper into the ground
So does my ability to grow stronger which makes my flower brighter
Which it turns makes me able to send out more love and enlightenment.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Inka Dinka Do

LOL! Ah cha cha cha cha!

Snatam Kaur - Long Time Sun

As the coolness becomes the night;
the sounds of nature become light,
Listen, to the Fall and the silence.'s only the sound of your vibration,
it is felt more than heard.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

And You and I by Yes

Awaken by Yes Part 2 of 2

"....Master of soul. Master of time.
Set to touch. Setting sail.
All impenetrable youth. Over all of our lands.
Ask away. And as we look.
That thought be contact. Forever closer.
With all thats clear. Shall we now bid.
Be honest with yourself. Farewell, farewell.
Theres no doubt, no doubt.

High vibration go on
to the sun, oh let my heart dreaming
past a mortal as me.
Where can I be?

Wish the sun to stand still.
Reaching out to touch our own being
Past a mortal as we
Here we can be
We can be here.

Like the time I ran away
and turned around
and you were standing close to me...."

Stand close to me always. I want to hear you say "I love you" as I awake in the morning, to hear your voice every day would be heaven on earth for me.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Bob Marley Three little birds HD (Original)

Three little birds told me everything's going to be alright! :)

Friday, October 15, 2010

Thursday, October 14, 2010

P!nk - I Don't Believe You

P!nk - So What

Uh...So What, nah nah ex is gonna start a fight..So What, I'm still a Rock Star, I got my Rock moves...! ..Tonight, I'm Alright....! :)

You weren't there, you never were, you want it all, and that's not fair, I gave you life, I gave my all, You weren't there, you weren't there let me fall!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Khalil Gibran on Friendship (The Prophet)

Friendship! :)

Om Mani Padme Hum

Compassion..something that is a big part of my heart and soul. I have known this prayer a long, long time. Hearing it again is like coming home to a part of me that I had forgotten.

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Monday, September 27, 2010

Queen-Calling all girls

Calling all Dinkets!!... :)

Mother's Blessing_Snatam Kaur

Snatam Kaur - Long Time Sun

May the long time sun shine upon you and surround you....

Friday, September 24, 2010

You can do anything

R. Carlos Nakai & Nawang Khechog "Compassion"

So live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view, and Demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, Beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and Its purpose in the service of your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide. Always give a word or a sign of salute when meeting or passing a friend, Even a stranger, when in a lonely place. Show respect to all people and Bow to none. When you arise in the morning, give thanks for the food and For the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, The fault lies only in yourself. Abuse no one and nothing, For abuse turns the wise ones to fools and robs the spirit of its vision. When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts Are filled with fear of death, so that when their time comes They weep and pray for a little more time to live their lives over again In a different way. Sing your death song and die like a hero going home." Tecumseh

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

I am the Sun!

I am the SUN!

I may look like less but I am so much more than you realize!

I am more than even I realize; I am the SUN!

I am not just a street lamp or a neon sign or even a bright flourescent.

I am not a beacon on shore for the wayward ships,


As I soak it in, it fills me and I radiate without holding back.

No wonder I always have loved the color yellow because I AM THE SUN!!!

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Tuesday, August 17, 2010


One of two women who have started the flaming truck's engine! I plan to be the third, next year! Have to go through training though. :)

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Life quietly rolls on

Going to ride bikes,
Lighthearted words,

Life quietly rolls on

Never doing things right,
Hateful words,

Life quietly rolls on.

Monday, July 19, 2010

A Gift

Thank you Shiann.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Your kindness is like a soft pillow when I fall.
Your words are like arrows that go right to my heart.
Your love is like a warm encapsulating light.
Your wisdom is breathtaking.
Your compassion is to the depths of the ocean and out to the farthest reaches of the sky.
Your friendship is like gold.
Your passion is magical.
Your happiness is all I want.

My kindness is like a soft pillow when you fall.
My words are like arrows that go right to your heart.
My love is like a warm encapsulating light.
My wisdom is breathtaking.
My compassion is to the depths of the ocean and out to the farthest reaches of the sky.
My friendship is like gold.
My passion is magical.
My happiness is all you want.

Our kindness is like a soft pillow when we fall.
Our words are like arrows that go right to our hearts.
Our love is like a warm encapsulating light.
Our wisdom is breathtaking.
Our compassion is to the depths of the ocean and out to the farthest reaches of the sky.
Our friendship is like gold.
Our passion is magical.
Our happiness is all we want.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Destin Snow Birds Delight!

I just love Destin. It is so nice here and the same every year. It means a lot to me to be able to get away in the middle of the coldest time up North. Yay for Destin!